The boys are pretty much down for the count. Not to much running around going on today. It is kind of sad to see them like this. I suppose it will be a cartoon and soup day today. Lets hope for a speedy recover and no complications. I miss my mom. Its days like today I could really use her support and love. I'm still anxious about the biopsy report. They still don't have it back yet. Hopefully they will give me a call today. I hate having tests done on a Friday. You never know when you'll get it back and you have to wait all weekend for it then you have to wait for them to get moving on Monday so, no results until Tuesday. Come on now. :) Either way, not much I can do about it. Some threads on facebook have brought up some buried memories of highschool. Things I still haven't been able to let go. People I haven't been able to forgive. I will never understand some people. I know it is my place to forgive all. I don't know why I've been harboring feelings for almost 10years. It really isn't worth it. Not sure how to let it go. I'll have to keep praying and do some soul searching. It is just really hard when someone has hurt you so bad. They don't even know how bad. Maybe I need to write her a letter of apology and get it all out. I hope she is not teaching anymore because it would be a disservice to all who had her.
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